I filmed myself getting better for a week
I just wanna shout out ten my people that follow me on Instagram shout, out my people you're all beautiful. Come. On Jesse, be tough. I. Love, this kid what would be cool because it's like it's like I'm a proud father basically, like, showing, my kids off, on the fridge I thought, it was cool and different and also your, father's get, a little Oh bro from doing all the giveaway basically, all you do is follow on Instagram. Yeah. This is essentially going to be compilation, about my happiest moment for one week I decided to film all of my happiest, moments, and put. It together and then I'm going to have like my reaction after, I want to take more clips that are just super raw, and, organic like. My. Channel I love like coming up little skits and stuff but I think it'd be really cool to also take vlog clips and be, able to use, those and to get across my positive messaging using, that so essentially. This vlog the whole week of my birthday, I've been super and happy before. Through. A lot which is normal, we're humans we go I was. In a really good mindset, and I was just really happy and I hope maybe seeing me really happy after a, storm well. I. Just think that seeing me, progressively. Getting more positive, and getting better will help. Thank. You for all of you guys it left me messages on Twitter and Instagram my birthday, it meant a lot. Enjoy. It it's gonna be tons of sunshine like too much it's probably in a blind you're out of it Edward, Cullen is shaking. This. Has to be like the best birthday of my whole entire life I'd be going to Bora Bora, tomorrow. This. Trip is mermaid michael, emergency, route coming. The island. There. Are mermaid, tail. Floaties. What. Yeah. That's true that's the old Jessie we don't talk about the old days yeah. She's. Been canceled I, muted her Instagram stories, she's. Blonde, exactly. That's you know I know I literally was like off my blue hair but it looks so good but, like but, you look so beachy now. True. Good, point. Change. It's. Really good yes we appreciate it and now I'm going to go you. Know where I made it so, this is actually, insane. I feel like a mermaid princess here. I. Haven't. Taken over her vlog since freaking, summer. 2016. Oh. And. We're blogging in a vlog in a plugin applause remember it's her blog in a vlog and a vlog in a we're about to explore the island and see, what's here. Yeah. Which is my boots look. At this. Safari. Right in Disneyworld I keep forgetting it's my birthday it's like oh right. Because it's been such a long day you have a great birthday this is. This. Is what I'm wearing it's a dress that they left, on my bed I thought that was so cute and it's something that I wouldn't like normally pick out for myself that's, why I decided to wear it my, hair is just so. Kind of curly from before so, we're currently on our way we're just following the music and it literally feels like something from a Disney princess movie follow, the music within your heart. Really. Really surreal, like it just makes me incredibly grateful, that I'm able to do, this and like put out content and people listen and that gets me places like this like that's so cool to me but I'm so tired and I'm still not feeling well so I think I'm, going to get into pajamas maybe like watch the end of Riverdale for like ten minutes of my laptop and then go to sleep that sounds literally, amazing. To me um good morning I actually slept, last night which is great I'm so incredibly grateful that I'm here and I just wanted to reiterate, that it's, getting a little muggy like I don't want this vlog to ever seem like I'm bragging, and I'm just showing what I have because this isn't something that I expect, for my life and for all the people that listen to my tweets and my messaging, and even, just like it's just I don't know it's like taking my personal, struggles, and turning them into help for other people if like if I can turn into this for me like that's in for ice that's.
An Incredible thing oh my god it keeps getting all buggy I'm. Wearing this one piece it says girls. Hit. Me up now I'm getting yeah. I am incredibly, grateful this is all my old mermaid branding, so a whole entire trip this was its, mermaid, themed if you're new that's my old branding, glam with Jesse Frank. Mm-hm I like don't look mo in my, vlogs or anything now where my Instagram, photos or whatever it is whatever constant I'm getting it's very odd and I don't know if I like it so you to find a way to look emo I brought a lavender. Pastel wig, but I've been feeling just being blonde I'm definitely going to like go for a wig suit in the future because I know I'm gonna get bored of this because it's me and I love colored hair enthusiasts. I don't know I'm enjoying wearing my little Hufflepuff colors mm-hmm. We're here we're chillin I'm going. To get ready I'll get cool little shots and it's, concerted. Hello. I just. Had the buffet and it was so nice I had so much food and it was so great, currently walking back to the room I'm. So incredibly grateful right now I don't believe this is like it's. Like we did this I don't know like I just started as like a shy girl just making videos because I didn't connect with anyone and it's just really cool to be able to be surrounded, by really good people and to be on such a cool trip yeah, and I'm just insanely grateful, and I don't ever want you to forget that I talked about a lot I did give away some of my videos for a reason cuz I care I feel like a Disney Princess just like walking around I, don't, even know look. At this insanity. It's. Beautiful, here the weather's insane, I'm gonna look back these vlogs while I'm like watching Riverdale, in my room and just like wow like, that. Was an experience. You. It's. Crazy. You. How, hot Nicky looks look. At her outfit. Literally. I. Match, my earrings. Queen. Queen. You. We're, about to go jet skiing. You. Oh my, god, this, is insane this is insanity. Goodbye. Rejuvenates. Everyone, here they. Tell. Me about yourself. What. Do you want to have. Me. Forgive. Me for I have sinned. Oh of. Course, Bora Bora gives, back to you would. You give to. Wash. Away copies, it. Has to be a. Yes. Or no question people. It's, just a huge heart, no. Means water yes, means look at the sky. She's. Bathing in the way. Fun. In the hot tub tomorrow, night, at sunset. In, that walk what. Is happening in this bathroom.
Do. You want to be cleansed today do you want to be glad, admit. Your sins and become cleansed. To. Everybody, No. I. Was. Terrified I will cover like for him and it was like super, loud thunder, we have a group chat for the whole trip. Everyone. Is writing about it sorry. But, we're going to the breakfast buffet. I've. Also slept the best I've ever slept in my whole entire life like I've not been sleeping it up at home here. Which, is really weirdly I don't really could expect like a new environment for you not to be able to sleep that's typically how it is for me but like I guess I feel at peace here. I'm. Excited I'm about to be transformed, into a mermaid. Instagram. Tutorials, that would go viral you know what I mean yeah where it's like what's the concealer, and the triangles, underneath, the eyes, make. This diagram. Oh my God look at my skin I'm glowing I'm glowing, goddess thank you. Makeup. Merman glam with the mermaid glitter gel that's what we did I don't know I'm feeling it, it's at our product, it's just like little I don't. Know like glittered yeah it's a glitter gel that's the best way to describe it and we used it a little bit on the cheeks on the eyes. On. The eyelids, in the inner corner, I don't, know I'm not a beauty guru I don't know these words there. She is look. At her she. Kind of looks like, like. Fairy dust. I. Was gonna say like unicorn, yeah I was like but that doesn't make it sound pretty. Okay. So we just did a shoot for. At fabletics. We're. Good. We. Were both like don't, really know we want to go because they're kind of tired but yeah it's good that we went no it was cool and I like I feel like a good conversation, with everyone there and you know I meditated, and everyone's, no nice everyone. On this trip has been. Competitive. And normal friends. Everyone's like like, we'll be taking pictures and they'll be like yes, work. Legend, and like I don't know like supporting, each other it's really cute I like, it hi guys evan blogged much today but it's honestly just because i've been living, in the moment wait. Looks is a wild, mad. I've. Just been like living, in the moment and enjoying everything, and I think that's like I don't know that's really cool I'm just feeling really at peace yeah that's it. Hello so today I'm about to go scuba. Scuba. Submarine. Scootering. With Adam and Chloe I literally, like just found out I might be able to make it so I ran over there, we're, gonna see how it works. Ok. So now I'm going to, dramatically. Stare out the window with, the rain. So. After, watching these clips back first, thing I have to say is, like wow my humor I like. It it's funny because like when you only film the happiest moments like because I've lived that week of my life I know that like the word moments, were like I'm stuck in the rain or, blah blah blah happened, and, I think there are two really important, lessons. To be learned from this number one it, shows how easy it is to make it seem like I was happy the whole trip that your life is essentially. This perfect, portrait, you can do it like it's a possibility, and it's scary that people, influencers. People, that aren't influencers, just have the ability to literally. Portray. Whatever they want online and people, will, believe things and see. Lives and want those lives when, they are unattainable. So, it's, just another thing remember people. Can choose, what they want to portray and another thing, there. Is sunshine after the storm it's really, corny but like it's true. So, accurate, like like I know that there were moments in between these clips little things went wrong and stuff like that but I mean life, goes on and worrying is it going to help, you in the moment you just need to breathe. And just no I just have hope and know that worrying and letting. Your xiety, win isn't. My. People and you're amazing.
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